But Before You Judge Me.... #Notakebacks #Empire #sowhat #imfeelinmyself

I'm Guilty!!! PHEW I'm glad to get that off of my chest! I lie to often to make myself seem better even though I feel guilty immediately after, it doesn't negate the lie! I have hidden agendas that are too dark to even say and although I don't make them known that doesn't make them any less immoral or selfish. I bet you all find that part more interesting than if I told you that I spend majority of my day trying to change someone that I don't even know life or that every single day someone tells me about a problem that I have no idea how to fix but I lie to try to make them feel less pressure and more loved. I always put myself down but now it's time to step back and build myself up!

I AM FEARFULLY MADE. Not only to be a loving and strong man but to give all of myself to others. And no that's not sexual. PERV! Haha That's emotional and spiritual and powerful! #notthepervpart I have cried because I didn't know how I could make someone's life easier. I give a lot. (Of course I take, but I believe that I appreciate what I receive) This is about me and what I must say I love the most about myself is my ability to understand most people's point of view; from the conservative upper class housewife who drives a Bentley to the illegal single Peruvian mother with 2 kids working as a maid to feed her children.

BUILD YOURSELF UP TODAY! Even if you know you're selfish and you could care less about everyone else and their problems. There are some amazing things about you that everyone needs to know. We are supposed to be humble but we must remember to give credit where it's due. And if it's due to you... Pay UP! I have one question:

Who's there to save the hero?

Well I have to go workout now... Don't want to be fat. Not that there's anything wrong with being fat, unless it interferes with your health.... yeah my bad. By the way EMPIRE is the greatest show, go watch it and be inspired. Someone told me that I was Cookie BAHAHAHAHA I'm not that ghetto. Also don't forget to follow BeUnleashed Inc on Instagram and Twitter. We will follow you back!

I love you! Yeah You! RunPrayCreate!

I'm coming out of the CLOSET! #truth #newgirl #thewalkingdead #revenge #loveyourself

I have no closet to come out of haha! Seriously I'm an open book and have very little things that I hide from people but I still have them... SAD but true. We all have parts of ourselves that we just despise: maybe it's our acne *cough*me*cough*, weight, looks, where are lives are going, social status, financial struggle or lack of motivation. There's a huge list of things that eat us in the inside and we never tell people because of our fear of being judged, pitied or even envied. We have this awful preconceived notion that strangers "care" about us. NEWSFLASH!!! Not Really! Everyone is so preoccuppied with their own lives they could care less about what you or me are doing! So stop worrying and DO YOU!

Now I must say on my own accord, half of the things that I wish I could take back are pretty awful but all I can do is ask for forgiveness and leave it in the past. Our past shapes our future but it doesn't have to define us! I've let it define me for a few years but each day I take back more and more for myself, for my happiness. True Story! I would love to run in the rain naked because that would also make me happy.... I think. One day, one day. Anyways.

So I have great things happening in my life that should be very beneficial to not only my soul but everyone that my goals will touch and hopefully change lives and communities. God is working wonders on my heart and I want people to see it. God wants me to be awesome and I want to make others almost as awesome as I am! I'm joking... Not really. And THE WALKING DEAD is coming BACK!!!! WOOHOOO! I want to know Ricks plan now, although he's never really been in my favor. And all of you Scandal watchers, give it time but until then watch REVENGE it is a thousand times better in my opinion. And New Girl needs to bring some laughter back into my life soon. I miss Jess and those blue eyes.

Guys I love you all and to all my bootleg friends, more strangers read my blog then you guys. Seriously y'all are outnumbered by other states. SMH And remember to all my fellow sinners; "Child you're forgiven and loved." -Jimmy Needham  RunPrayCreate!