Lonely but Nont Alone. #priceless #alone #newleaf

There are moments in our lives where we are bombarded with emotions that are so uncontrollable that we spiral into despair and wonder why things are happening to us that seem to be a misfortune. UGH it's literally the worst feeling in the world. Yet... Does that mean that it's not meant for us to feel? Personally, I enjoy feeling sad or like life is throwing rocks at me. Not because I have some sadistic fetish or anything but because it gives me the chance to test my endurance and durability. 

I have accomplished more life goals than should've been statistically possible for someone like me and I'm not finished... I hope haha Let me put one thing on your mind: "You are not alone even when you are lonely." There is something... someone that is created to fulfill every need that you have. You think that your weird little nuisances have destined you to a life of solitude??? GET OUT OF HERE! I've witnessed crackheads find love. And I mean that kind of love where they will trade their last crack to save their lovers life! #truelove.

Now my longtime readers are wondering where this is coming from.... Me giving love advice? Naw chill! I'm giving hope to people like me: So unique and perplexing that they don't even know what they want yet. I'll say this, give it time and explore your options. Life is meant to test your limits. If you try something new and it's not what you expected... IT'S Teaching you something! IF you move somewhere and feel lost, FIND out why you feel lost before you quit. IF you are dating and feel like you're destined to be alone, WAIT for that person who understands all of your quirkiness.

With that being said I must say as usual that my new show is Nurse Jackie, it's literally like Weeds meets Breaking Bad haha. If you haven't watched it, SHAME. SHAME. SHAME. SHAME. (Yes that's a Game of Thrones reference) And about me, I'm getting ready to end my journey at this one job and hopefully start a whole new incredible leaf if it's God's Plan. Maybe I'll even be relocating. I'm excited for what God has in store for me! Oh yeah and NATE from Austria is moving to LA in September. He's the light of my life and I am beyond stoked as I await his arrival for 3 months, hopefully more. Just remember, Don't Give Up. EVER.  RunPrayCreate! 

Message to the Gay and Orlando Community #alllivesmatter #justpray

I went to bed at the time that many lives were being taken. I was at peace while only 2500 miles away pain was being spread through a place I call home. Why??? I don't know. I may never really know. But I know in my heart whether it was because they had a certain lifestyle that may not be considered traditional or because they were in the wrong place at the wrong time....

 They are who they are, We all are WHO we are!

 Each person inside the club was a beautiful piece of art that God put on this earth for a reason and I loved them as we should love our brothers and sisters of this earth.

"Our lives will continue,

 as they should but that does not mean that we should stop praying

 and believing that there will be a time of change, of peace, of prosperity, 

when every person on this earth will have access to clean water, a home, a love that they can call their own regardless of how it may look to others, 

a time where we can pray, eat and live wherever 

regardless of our background."

I was in tears in church and I left because my heart hurts, My pastor is in Syria fighting a battle that most people don't even think is theirs yet his heart led him to the battlefront. I can only put down words to show my heart because I have not been sent to that space within myself where I feel I can move mountains alone. So for now, I'll pray for those who have that spark and I pray that we use this confusion as a way to fuel our hope for a better tomorrow.

I love you all, whether gay, straight, Muslim, Syrian, Asian, black, white, an Avatar... It doesn't matter!  RunPrayCreate.

Let The Blessings Flow! #thegoodlife #standingtall

Everyday I wake up with a new vision in my head about what I want and need from life. I've yet to fully grasp the concept that I am an adult with priorities and still the ability to be a huge positive or negative force in life. Many people fail to remember that they have unlimited possibilities despite where they come from or their current state. I, Myself know that I must do something that leaves a positive dent in humanity. But how? Well that's what I believe I'm in California to discover. I've been bombarded and blessed with castings and job interviews. I'm a business man by degree but an entertainer by heart. So which one will overpower the other? We shall see.

But as for now I'm going with the flow. 

There's so many things that this life has to offer me and I

 plan on exploring as many as I can before my time is up!

 I pray that you all do the same!

Okay so we haven't talked about shows in a while. First off, I started watching Making a Murderer, and it bored me. (I'm sorry) But there's a show called Reign that literally will send you on an emotional roller coaster but in a good way! Watch it! WATCH IT NOW! Of course I need some comedic relief and that is a Netflix show called Sirens. It's quirky.

I miss writing and all of you but I'm busy. I'll try to get back to it soon. Eat, Pray, Run!