Oh Yes I'm Going There #Jesustalk #love #unavoidable #scandal #gameofthrones

Hey guys, :) I know that I've been absent for quite some time, but it's due to the fact that I have 3 jobs! SO CHILL with the semi-hate mail haha! I'm joking... sort of! But today I'm starting with the heavy! Yes, I don't want to offend anyone but I will not shy away from something that brings me the most joy in this sometimes dark and gloomy world and it's Jesus. If you don't want to read about this, feel free to leave now...................................... (That's me giving you time to leave.)

Well today at my bible study I came to an amazing realization, and that is that I've had God in my life and I've trusted him but not wholeheartedly, I haven't been giving him that undivided and unconditional love that he deserves for helping me through my darkest and happiest moments. Especially since I stand here now happy, healthy and able to speak of his glory with no hindrances. God is LOVE! God is EVERYTHING! There are millions of people who can't pray the way that they wish, and yet I can but I don't take full advantage of it. I don't pressure people about believing in what I believe in but I will boast about the greatness of the Most High whenever an opportunity arises.

The Break Down --> God is my all and he should be all of our all! Not only because he wakes us up everyday but because he never fails! He's always there, in our darkest moments he will shine his light and bring us from the deepest depths to a place of lighthearted love. Love, LoVe, LOVE! It all comes from Love! There's no other word to describe God and no other word that should describe OUR hearts. I will not let this society br/eak me and try to get me to conform to the ways of Kanye West and Miley Cyrus and to call myself Yeezus or swing naked from a cold wrecking ball. (And cement has to be freezing) But I will stand in my faith and pray where I feel the Spirit is needed. I will LOVE! I will love everyone: Black, white, yellow, Indian, Hatian, Hawaiian, Canadian or Spanish. Old, young, new, old, homeless, rich, happy, famous, and the broken. Especially the broken!

I

Will

Love!

PHEW... Sorry guys I got a little intense up there but I had to release the passion that was inside. But on a lighter note, all of my Game of Thrones fans... WINTER IS COMING! OH HECK YES! And My Scandalers if you have been watching it's getting heated with Olivia's mom being on the loose.
*And to all my Florida friends, I sit and weep in my bed, for you guys have the opportunity to go to the beach while I wear scarves...... SCARVES y'all know that I love my Chubbies and shorts! Just saying.*

Well Goodnight and Morning to my Floridians. I LOVE YOU ALL! RunPrayCreate!

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The Perfect Man? #seriously #money

So one thing that I noticed about good ol' Hollywood, is the women all seem to have this satiable taste for men with nice cars. Maybe women are beginning to appreciate cars as a man does....  Or maybe they are just GOLD DIGGERS!!!! OOOOHHHH BOY! Those to words have some power behind them. What happen to those INDEPENDENT women that Destiny's Child use to empower the women with. But women do Run The World. (See what I did there) But seriously, it makes a guy question a woman's motive if she approaches him and he KNOWS that he has his stuff in check!

Psh where does this leave us men? Women feel like we use and abuse them, yes I agree there are some womanizers out there, but there are also some maneaters that are starving and longing to rip some good men apart. And I'm not being bias, I'm being truthful! What makes you women feel like it's okay to go for the guy with money but not the humble guy with a plan? Of course if guys thought with the correct head then they would probably figure it out but women shouldn't take advantage of the slights of men! Hahaha (Like that'll ever happen) Do women want love or security? Both? GET REAL! Ha I'm joking, of course it's possible but neither sex is patient enough to wait for their match or wants to experience the dissappointment if their match just so happens to be a fixer upper.  But the best thing about a fixer upper is once you fix it up and it's near perfection, it's all thanks to you. It's forever yours! I'd rather have a girl that loves me to death but is recovering from a dark past, rather then a girl who likes me, spends my money, and occasionally steps out but other than that is the ideal girl. I'll pass!

Okay! I have a new POLL on my page checkout and vote on what is the most attractive about a man!
Love you guys and talk to you later! Pray for me. RunPrayCreate!

Drinking Vodka Underneath A Rainbow #euphoria #live #beauty

Yes..... Vodka! To me it's more than just an alcoholic drink. It represents people. It brings out truth. Even if that truth may be pain, happiness, lust, love or rage. It brings truth to us all! It's like our own truth serum. And one way I know how I'm really feeling in life is after a much needed night at the bar! And I had that moment on Halloween and I was so.... Happy! I couldn't explain it. Since that day life has been almost uncontrollably and irrefutably enjoyable.

Isn't this what we live for? To be happy and thriving... Well it's what I want! And it's only the beginning. We don't have a limit. Nothing can stop us. We're unimaginably, terrifyingly, unstably limitless. We give ourselves nonsense limits: money, embarrassment, fear, failure. There IS NO wall big enough that you can't cross, tear down, or run through! So this will leave a straightforward and powerful message. STOP feeling sorry for yourself. If I can be happy and not find excuses for once. So can you. And once you get a taste of this place of pure pleasure. It's almost so good it's sinful. I feel like a dirty boy HAHA... Not really! But let's actually start getting happy:

-Enjoy the scenery
-Have an extra drink (Don't get crazy)
-Sing obnoxiously loud with all your windows down (A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton)
-Eat all that grease and McDonalds you want!

BE HAPPY! Jeez! 

This week I'll be instagramming all the things that make me happy! Try it!

Sorry that I'm so brief guys but I gots ta go! Love you guys enjoy your week. RunPrayCreate!

Love or Stupidity! #love #Scandal# society

So this is a touchy subject for me, and probably a lot of you guys! So bare with me. LOVE. What exactly does it have to do with success or happiness? Si claro, I have my own opinion of it, but have you ever thought about the absence of love? If we were just conceived out of lust and duty... It makes you wonder. Sometimes I don't believe in the general idea of love, but maybe it's due to my lack of recieving it. (Go ahead and say "Awww" in you heads) But I love myself. Is that enough? Of course I have Gods love. MORE THAN ENOUGH! HAHA. But no seriously it is. Anyways....

My doubt of love, is it the way society has me and the future generations thinking? Marriage is no longer sacred. It's consummated from money, lust and greed. Men and women are sexually attracted and wed each other, they want to inherit what the significant other possesses financially, and want to control their lives by marrying who they may think makes them look good or benefit them in this society. Is that love? IF it is, I don't want any part of it. (SAD I know)

But instead what happened to the guy bumping into the girl at the coffee shop and then she spills her drink on her nice white blouse and then he offers to buy her another one.... on a different day, where they intentionally meet and then she looks into his eyes and notice that he is the man that she wants to spend the rest of her life with. Now he's on his third date with her when she laughs with the most obnoxious laugh and then snorts, now he notices that there is no other woman that will ever make him feel this way again. To me.... This ^ is love. When that significant other just makes you smile when they're nowhere near you or you haven't talked to them all day and then when you finally do, your whole day has a brand new purpose.

MAYBE that makes me a hopeless romantic, but I'd rather be hopelessly alone than resentfully with someone. So now, I believe that the girl that will be so amazing that I can't stop thinking about her will come along and just knock me on my butt with such force, that I won't be able to fart for years. But until then, I don't want the senseless hookups and wasteful moments with women who don't respect themselves enough to wait for the man that treats them like they are more precious than gold, instead of copper.

Okay all my fellow Scandal fans, if you've watched the latest episode... The scene where Mellie tells Olivia that she is Grants everything, is one of the saddest moments and intense nonviolent exchanges I have seen since the scene in Brokeback Mountain where Heath Ledger cries when he finds out that Jake Gyllenhal died. Kudos!

Guys go find real love and enjoy your weekend, safely. RunPrayCreate!

Ambition #LA #creative #God #Thehungergames #thor2

"Let's move to LA to act", they say. "It'll be fun", they say. Well guys THEY LIE! Everyone you meet is pretty much an actor. There's not that many artists, photographers and writers here. For this to be the place of creativity, I believe it's limited. (Also just from the people that I have met) But I must say that there are a plethora of opportunities here. Even Porno!.... I'm joking! Not really, but let's not go down that dark and lonely road. Anyways I have a dilemma that I need help with... So I'll inform you guys on it.

Ambition. I have it. But not all the time. I tend to get complacent and lose focus of what I want in my life and how I will attain it. YES I know to pray about it and I do. But because I'm weak like everyone else in this world, I never pray with 100% faith in God. And yeah I know it's sad but IT'S TRUE. And if Christians start looking at the truth and stop trying to project themselves as perfect, maybe they could actually attain true purity! But who am I to be a little kettle. (It's a saying, google it! SMH) But yeah I need that extra kick in butt to keep me going! Any ideas?

We all get so use to what we know and forget that God put us all here fro greatness, even though our greatness goals may differ, we still are meant to be uncomfortable, on edge, and ambitious. So with that being said, how about we all take this week and do a crazy thing everyday. And feel free to tell me about it. I love reading you guys' feedback! And remember to be AMBITIOUS and BOLD! Let's go get uncomfortable! RunPrayCreate!

P.S.  It's almost time guys! For The Hunger Games and Thor 2! Y'all can guarantee I will be writing a full blog on that! And it's gonna be undeniably amazing. Katniss is going to just destroy the screen with her newfound confidence and Thor 2 I have no idea so this ought to be interesting!

Important qualities of a beautiful woman! #sunrise #california #scandal #thewalkingdead #love

Soooo Hello everyone! It's been quite a while, I KNOW! Don't judge me! I'm sorry that I've kept you clinging on to your laptops in tears, grasping for air, losing touch with reality and stroking a picture of me! You can stop now. Seriously. But I've been busy with a new JOB! Whoop Whoop! Pay sucks but the opportunity is a huge and viable experience! I now work with the Youth Ministry at Mosaic! (My Church in Hollywood, CA) If you guys go to mosaic.org you can listen to some powerful messages! It's as good for the soul as rehab is for a crackhead! :O

And Scandal is a new show that has just grabbed me by the huevos and thrown me into it's whirlspin of lies and scandalousness.... I don't think that's a word but YA TU SABES! haha no I'm joking. Not really! And my favorite character is Mellie (President Grants wife) Not only is she hot but she's smart and sensitive. 3 IMPORTANT qualities for every woman. The Walking Dead has been dissappointing but maybe it's just getting us wet! (Get your mind out of the gutter) I have finished writing 2 songs! I really enjoy them I must say! I have a video on my Youtube channel you can feel free to watch. It's about the stupid Government!

Speaking of qualities of women:

1. Beauty and Brains go much further than  Beauty and Unwholesomeness!
2. Ladies with a sense of humor is way more attractive them snobby and conceitedness. (Although some douchebag guys prefer uppity women)
3. Classiness. (Enough said)

There's nothing better than a woman who can crack a joke while still looking as though she runs the world and still cares about every single person in it. It's not just a Christianity quality but a moral code and self-assurance not cockiness.

TM: KLMJ

ONE LAST THING: I want everyone who read this to remember one thing- Love Everyone, even if they don't deserve it. (That means treating them as you treat someone important to you.)

P.S. I've been working on my patience. I have created this wall between myself and malicious thoughts, now I'm attacking my patience with a pitch
fork and fire. I will conquer all my weaknesses. I love you guys!

The "Break" Down! #foodstamps #meth #thatswhatshesaid

First thing is first. BREAKING BAD (The crowd goes wild) Yes it has ended. And the ended was a very humble ending and cleverly crafted and written kudos. Walter White will forever live in our hearts. And I do believe Bryan Cranston has begun another show... NO He's like Daniel Radcliffe. They will forever remain what we know them as! Harry Potter and Walter White. Enough about METH! Yours truly has been opened great doors by the greatest person ever.. Jesus. Hahaha but no seriously I'm putting myself out there... NUDE for the all of Los Angeles to see.

My design for the cocktail dress is complete and I am searching for fabric to assemble a tiny replica of it. PHEW wish me luck. One of my friends told me this is like a diary.... He doesn't know how wrong he is. This is more of an explosion of awesome things. But let's steer away from awesome and I must let my opinion flag fly for a minute:

1. I'm glad the government cut back the amount of FOOD STAMPS that were being dished out. Only because so many irresponsible, wasteful and unappreciative people waste them. (It's the fifteenth I GOT MY FOOD STAMPS) -Must read in a ghetto black girl voice!

2. The government shutting down was just a ticking time bomb that has finally exploded, but on the bright side at least we're not in the middle of a war when it happened. The Republicans may be put at fault but I feel that both sides are equally responsible. They have to stop focusing on hindering each other, and actually focus on US, the AMERICANS that pay TAXES!

3. I think that I'm pretty awesome yet I also feel like people think that I'm a lot more intense then I actually am. I don't want to go to a bar or club every other night. I wanna run, watch The Office (which has changed my  life and I will die when I'm done with all the episodes. And Will Ferrel? I miss Michael! But they still tip me over with laughter.) and eat. That's me! I can't save the world... YET -_-

That's all of my opinions! For now! Well I hope I didn't put you all to sleep. But I love you and I needs to go get my walkings on! I don't know why I type like that sometimes, bare with me. RunPrayCreate!

Long Time No Talk Guys (This one will be interesting!) #Wilfred&Gabby #rage #acrosstheus #fashion #TWD #Revenge #TheHungerGames

First off to all my new followers! Welcome, you guys can message me anytime with comments or just comment on my blog.
   Well I did a road trip across the United States! And it was treacherous, sporadic and so much fun! If I had to do it all again.... I WOULDN'T! But I do reccommend that everyone does it at least once in their life. I had my first LA Audition and I did great and hopefully God blesses me with a role. (A paying role) HAHA... but no seriously, I want that dough!

Okay you remember my blog about the Douchebag that was lame? Well maybe I jumped to conclusions. He's not as bad as I thought. He's actually a really good guy and just 'different'. But he's cool. So thanks for your advice on me chilling with him. I'm trying to summarize a week and a half, and I must say I'm doing good! My great friend/brother Wilfred Ruiz just had his first child. A beautiful daughter named Aubrianna. The name is growing on me, but if you don't like it... too bad, it's not YOUR baby! PSH! And while in FL I visited friends and of course they all know who was my favorite visit. I suprised mi Abuela at church and she yelped like an orphan child who just found it's parents at Wal-Mart. She's adorable

Somebody recently pissed me off and don't realize that if it wasn't for God and my moral code that they would've gotten beaten and slung around in the street. And the reason was because they told me to not clean something when it gets dirty because it inconveniences them. I cursed this person out sadly, but at least I didn't deck them in the throat!

Okay guys I know I'm not the only one about to pee my pants waiting on The Walking Dead, Revenge and The Hunger Games. It's just too much waiting for one guy here!

On a CREATIVE note. I've recently began designing the cocktail design I had for a woman's dress and I will be pitching it and patenting it ASAP. So stay posted and Vigil! I LOVE FOOD!

I'm signing up for LA Fitness because my arms are not proportiante to my legs now that I have been running Runyon Canyon!I'm starting to look like a T-Rex (No offense Wilfred)

Well I'm tired of typing but feel free to comment or message me and I will ALWAYS get back to you, unless you're a part of The KKK or an Anti-Jesus group! RunPrayCreate!

Let's get to the point!!! (This ones all over the place!) #mayweather #fashion

First off, I will let you guys know that I have soooo much to say for today. And I'm gonna need some good feedback this time, not the sucky stuff that some people have been emailing me. Okay first off we are going to call this guy David. David lives in my apartment complex, funny guy but kind of a DOUCHEBAG. He's from Tennessee and invited me to a bar with him. I went last night and it was... how do I say, LAME! He thought this bar was the best place ever and I thought that it had potential but nobody danced and the drinks were expensive. Boy do I miss 25 cent drinks at The Barn in Sanford, FL. (Ever in FL check it out.) Should I go out with him again?

For the guys! Yes I watched Canelo Vs. Floyd and I was highly disappointed in both of them. Yes I know that Mayweather won, but he didn't destroy Canelo. I actually felt sorry for Mayweathers win. Of course Canelo couldn't land many jabs because of Mayweathers fighting style. Don't get me wrong, he did win fair and square."I don't wanna be a hater no more. I'm not a hater I just judge a lot!" Hahaha that was funnier in my head!

Alright now on a more creative side, I have recently designed my first outfit for my fashion portfolio. I will scan the sketch and show you guys when it's almost done and I will hit you guys with an excerpt from my story that I am working on. I'm honestly so proud of myself for all these things I'm accomplishing without Best Buy taking up 8 hours out of my day! If you have any ideas for a new story! Let me know!

Oh SNAP Babies and the Mob!

If you have not seen The Family! Drop the spoon, your cellphone or even your baby and get to the nearest theater. I may be over hyping it for your liking but it is a pretty BA (bada$$) movie! I mean the storyline was incredible and strong and the cast was stellar and engaging. On the other hand I was shopping for baby gifts and it's the funniest thing ever. I just kept picturing a monkey in all of the outfits. And why does a baby outfit cost more than mines! BABIES DON'T HAVE JOBS! This is why I don't won't those money guzzling spawns. And the outfits are just like ours just doll size. So shouldn't they cost doll size prices! It was funny and depressing. Tell me why babies clothing is more than mine!?

P.S. On a fashion note, I bought this quater sleeve baby blue and white shirt and these red chubbies. I told the lady that I could make it work and she said maybe, I proved her wrong. I bought some black suede sneakers from Cotton on and put on a red bracelet and black and white necklace. Already had my daily compliment! BOOM! Suck on that lady! And I will marry Dianna Agron, even if it means I'll die trying! (I usually don't like blondes)

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A little personal but necessary.... *Throwback Thursday*

 "When We Open Our Hearts, Our Minds Follow!"

If you don't know by now, I'm Keith. But what you definitely would have never been able to know is that I'm severely inflicted by selfishness and insecurity. I cover them both up with humor and judging others. But in the end where does that leave me. Close minded and conflicted. I chose a few months ago to aim to only improve myself, and most of all my heart. There are people that I have loved wrongly and have affected positively and even negatively, I've judged and looked down on others for no apparent reason. I pray everyday to become a better person, a person with a pure heart and selfless goals. There are two friends that I treated horribly before I moved, they know who they are and I thought it was the best way to handle the situation. I apologize and I was wrong. I'm wrong often. Now I just notice how wrong I am, have been and will be. Only one right way for me, and it's the way of a pure existence. I love all my friends, family and strangers But there are about 5 people that my heart would collapse if I didn't have. They bring me an indescribable joy, even if they don't know of it. I hope you 5 guys are reading this and SMILE because you know it's you! I choose to love everyone, give everything, and radiate happiness. Why choose any other way? Now you know, what I think I know about myself. RunPrayCreate <3

P.S On a lighter note, American Horror Story and The Office have consumed my life! HAHAHA I love Jim and AMS is just a freaky, never ending whirl spin of awesomeness.

Breaking Bad, Mistresses and Devious Maids! I'm All Up In There!

Firstly I must give a kudos to the writers of Mistresses, they took a sucky plot that they had fell into and created an amazingly breathtaking episode. It honestly almost had me in tears (man tears) when Harry chose Savvy! I mean mindblowing. But Breaking Bad needs to step it up, I was enthralled but still dissappointed! And yes Jean Gaibort, I have began to watch it and I am Sorry that I doubted your expertise. "Isum  neva not lissens to ya masta." And even the old chicks in Devious Maids are hot. I mean Marc Cherry knows how to pick them. I literally sat here on my laptop and watched all of them within 3 hours and now I don't know what to do with my life. If you don't watch any of these, your life really has no meaning. (I'm joking... kind of) RunPrayCreate..... AND WATCH THESE SHOWS!

And ACTION!

Yes! It's about time guys! I'm committed, ready and focused. I quit that horrible job Best Buy, all it ever really did was make me into a bitter old black woman. Which sucks, because I'm a guy! But I have mustered up the drive, focus and creativity to invest myself in all the things that will satisfy me as a person, christian and growing individual. I have let go all grudges, mistakes, and everything from the past! Phew it's easier said then done. I have a lot of people and things I have to make up for lost time with. BUT I will do it! And I'm working on a great book (I believe..) It's called Timor Amoris. It's about a world without love. Glee, Revenge and The Walking Dead will all be back in my life soon. YEEESSS! I'm going thrifting to up my style and I've been taking photos of every boy, girl, and building within a 10 mile radius HAHA I'm so AMPED! RunPrayCreate <3

P.S. I'll be blogging a lot more now!

No more common sense?

There have been several things that have bothered me today and I love blogging about the randomness so: Why do guys wear women underwear? Don't they still want to keep their junk together? Isn't it too loose for our junk? Ladies pantiesaren't  gonna give them lady parts! It doesn't make sense. Next: How on earth do people calmly deal with rude customers? These customers sometimes act so entitled. I know it may be my job to help you but show some appreciation! Please! And one last thing: Please stop wearing dirt white footwear with a nice outfit. It honestly cancels out all of your efforts! It's like peeing in your bathwater! It's a fashion foul! If I was president it'd be punishable by amputation of feet!

Women or Hoe's? MADNESS

Someone I know said, and I quote: "I respect women that respect themselves, but if a hoe don't respect herself that's how I will treat her." I was baffled by such a thing. I knew people thought this way but I had no idea that it was so common and so fluid. I'm a young male with "urges" but I suppress them and definitely don't take my frustrations out on the young women. Is this what the rap music and society has the youth thinking of their counterparts? Why do young women accept being called "hoe's", "b$tches", and being told they're bangable? Someone please enlighten me!

LA Travel?!? What!!??

So I don't know whats worse, driving in traffic in LA or the public transportation in LA!

    On the bus I was elbowed by a big, black, crazy hobo, blood rubbed on my white dress shirt from an old white dying hobo, and a smelly, grotesque hobo sat in front of me and burned my nostrils all in one day! (Will i get a bumbump? how long before it appears?) While driving I was cut off at least 10 times, flicked off twice for not skip running red lights, and car raped by douchebags! I don't know rather to be pissed or disgusted! Someone save me! Hahaha 

#LA #FWP #traffic #bumbump #missflorida

Cory Monteith dead...

As a Christian his death is horrible and he will be missed! God has a plan for all of us. Buuuut when my roommate Rosney came in to tell me, I was upset that he not only ruined my Desperate Housewives episode but he also wasn't informing me on any important facts about Ryan Reynolds... So rude! Right?

But I honestly do think it's a tragic lost And I  know he's in a better place!

Justin's Mentality

Is hard work just performing physical limits? Are mental stressing and selling considered hard work? I took a stance of saying his job at 24hr fitness as a sales consultant to not compare to a Hispanic mother who works her fingers to the bone?