I'm leaving the church and joining El Chapo! #dontbelievemejustwatch

WHOA! Relax, I'm joking! BUT look at it this way; The church is supposed to be a community that flourishes, teaches and lives for Christ. A community sticks together and helps one another. But is that really what church looks like nowadays? Have we as a community invested in each other spiritually, mentally, emotionally and financially? Will we do ANYTHING for our fellow brothers and sisters? From what I've seen, all those answers would be NO.

Now before you judge me, go read about El Chapo. His "brothers and sisters" literally patiently took 20 something odd years to try and get him back to them, yet we complain about picking a friend up who might not have a car. El Chapo is basically a MAN who is worshiped as a god and followed and feared. We think that we worship, follow and fear God, but do we really? Would we spend almost three decades committing our lives to him? I'm feeling a lot of no's. Now a know that El Chapo may have ordered some threats and deaths upon people who got tired of helping him or maybe even turned against him. That should encourage us even more to invest our lives in God! HE DOESN'T have us murdered because of our lack of loyalty. He loves us so much that even when we break his heart and fall short of his expectations, he still waits for us to find our way back. Why can't we be this way for one another? Humanity is being humane: Are we kind to people?

I want to be with a community that 

follows their hearts entirely and commits to 

being faithful to something greater than themselves, 

I want to wake up and know that I could go to a group of individuals 

who have similar ambition and motives as I do. 

It's not the cartel, is it the church? Is it God's people? Is it family? 

Give me one group that loves me the way Jesus loves and I swear I won't help El Chapo! Hahaha

Sorry it's been a while guys! I've been busy trying to make a difference! I love you all.
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