I'm leaving the church and joining El Chapo! #dontbelievemejustwatch

WHOA! Relax, I'm joking! BUT look at it this way; The church is supposed to be a community that flourishes, teaches and lives for Christ. A community sticks together and helps one another. But is that really what church looks like nowadays? Have we as a community invested in each other spiritually, mentally, emotionally and financially? Will we do ANYTHING for our fellow brothers and sisters? From what I've seen, all those answers would be NO.

Now before you judge me, go read about El Chapo. His "brothers and sisters" literally patiently took 20 something odd years to try and get him back to them, yet we complain about picking a friend up who might not have a car. El Chapo is basically a MAN who is worshiped as a god and followed and feared. We think that we worship, follow and fear God, but do we really? Would we spend almost three decades committing our lives to him? I'm feeling a lot of no's. Now a know that El Chapo may have ordered some threats and deaths upon people who got tired of helping him or maybe even turned against him. That should encourage us even more to invest our lives in God! HE DOESN'T have us murdered because of our lack of loyalty. He loves us so much that even when we break his heart and fall short of his expectations, he still waits for us to find our way back. Why can't we be this way for one another? Humanity is being humane: Are we kind to people?

I want to be with a community that 

follows their hearts entirely and commits to 

being faithful to something greater than themselves, 

I want to wake up and know that I could go to a group of individuals 

who have similar ambition and motives as I do. 

It's not the cartel, is it the church? Is it God's people? Is it family? 

Give me one group that loves me the way Jesus loves and I swear I won't help El Chapo! Hahaha

Sorry it's been a while guys! I've been busy trying to make a difference! I love you all.
RunPrayCreate!

I'm Living With The Devil #lucifer #maninthemirror #beunleashed

What if every single person that you love, right now just disappeared from your life. Would you have any regrets? Why? Shouldn't we treat everyone as precious as they are? Yeah? So then let's FREAKING DO IT! I've had the pleasure to meet amazing CEO's of different Nonprofits and CEO's of schools and businesses and they honestly speak about the people that mean the most to them. These are people putting in 60 hours a week. What's your excuse? Oh you have too many classes? You have work? SUCK IT UP! Love the people who bring happiness to your life.

I know it's been a while since I wrote about anything but I have been completely enthralled in my NPO. #BeunleashedInc That means Nonprofit Organization! 

YES, I've finally made the leap. It assists under resourced young adults and also aspiring artists. 

It's me in a nutshell.

 I will keep you all posted and start a whole social media blow up soon!

 "Don't believe me just watch!" When we have talents or gifts, they are not meant to be hidden or hoarded.

 We must use what we are given to change our life and the lives around us in a positive way. 

Who are we to deny other people from something divine and unique that we have been given? 

I have an app for this blog on my phone so hopefully I'll start posting more.

Some weird things have happened in my life, I've been an auto accident, questioned by detectives and now I'm at a very blessed point in my life so these huge events in our life always happen for a reason. I have a new vehicle now, it's older but it gets me where I need to go and has all the amenities that I need to survive. One thing has been bothering me though..... "LOYALTY". What happened to this quality? Family and friends use to try to move mountains to help someone that they care about, now people have become so self absorbed it's always me, me, me or I, I, I. If you have something extra, help someone who doesn't. I feel like I'm living around a bunch of devils instead of saints. Change. I'm not perfect but I try my hardest to not be selfish.

As I leave work, where I am writing this, I'm going to my apartment to eat, watch The Vampire Diaries and sleep. Work is at 4 AM. AGAIN! I love you all! RunPrayLove!

We All Need To Be Loved ;D #valentinesday #dontberude #Scandalisback

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! If you're single, don't kill the vibe of those of us who are in happy committed relationships and looking forward to enjoying our day with the person or people we love. #monogamy And yes I, Keith Myers Jr. am in a relationship. I have always been in one, I just don't act all ratchet in public with my lover. We spend all our time together, they feed me, make money for me and I know for a fact that we will die together. His name is also Keith Myers Jr. HAHAHAHA Ain't no shame in my game! Who loves me more than I do that are of this world? Me. I love me more than I do... If that makes sense. Naw it doesn't. But anyhow I'm sorry that it has taken me so long to get back in the groove. I really should try to do this once a week. Thanks guys for being faithful readers! I have a lot that I need to release!!!! First off, why are people so incoherently selfish. I mean do they not realize that there are other people in this world that also have needs that need to be met. If I'm kind enough to do you a kindness, at least you can do is say thank you. Or reciprocate, what goes around comes around right? So why must people not understand that kindness is a gift but gifts are meant to be appreciated. Let's stop thinking about everything that ails us and actually think about someone else. Here's a quick story:

So if you know me, you know that I have a very wide variety 

of friends that I surround myself with. (Not in a sociopathic way... I hope)
So lately I was discussing finances with my Abuela, and we both 

noticed that now that I got my shopping under control, I have this urge and 

KINDNESS to always pay for friends when we are out. We assessed the problem and realized I would save hundreds of dollars A FREAKIN MONTH if I 

stopped doing that! I know right!?!?! It's insane. And the part that got to me 

most though is when I would catch myself paying for someone, 

they would decline once and then just give in (so much effort right) and enjoy what 

I graciously gave them. I always persistently decline.

 Yet I have one friend who I know for a fact will 

buy me anything I need or want without a second guess. And I love him unconditionally.

 Seriously. 

So as of now, I will pay only for me. Unless Bella is there or I'm at an investor meeting. Speaking of investors..... MY NPO! Pray for me everyone that I know that believes in that higher power. I need serenity, ambition and dinero! Haha no joke though. Pray. I know I'm all over the place but some things take precedence. Oh little side-note, I had two friends do inappropriate things in the backseat of my vehicles and I had to summon the patience and understanding to not slam on breaks and send them both out of the window. It was gross aaaannnnnddd disrespectful. But that's none of my business... 

I am full of love. I can love like you've never seen. If you give me the reason to love you that way. And it doesn't have to be in the way of a lover. It can be a friendly love. I try not to find fault in people without getting to know them. I'll cross the world to save a friend, empty the savings, fight a bear or even punch Justin Bieber in the face for someone I love. When you think that you have no one and I show up at your doorstep, that's MY KIND OF LOVE. And for me Valentine's Day is a day to declare love for someone who stands by you, believes in you and loves you without pause. And that person has been me thus far. It's not a pity party, it is a self praise party!  That's my message.

Now to my fellow Netflixers. I'm going through Dexter and it is intense and enthralling. Rita died and a piece of me did also. Scandal is back on TV now and it is better than before. I actually want Mellie to come out on top. She deserves it. Revenge is a show that not many people I know watch, but it has me biting my nails with every passing scene. The gayest thing about me is that I love GLEE! I'm a Gleek and I don't care who knows! And this last season breaks my heart but Glee has ran its course.

On another note I love all of you who are reading this and even those who aren't. You have my heart. Don't drop it. If you do it's probably one of my clone ones anyhow haha.

Now go make a difference and LOVE! <3 RunPrayCreate!

Blame It On the Night. Don't Blame it on Me! #maturity #love #gatlinburg #happynewyear #whitecollar

"Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself."

-Leo Tolstoy

I love to write. I write when I can't think, when I don't want to talk and even when I want to understand. Anyhow, I needed to write something for the New Year and my dearest old 'mom' inspired me. Or rather ignited an urge of passion. Which sucks, I wish I had more reasons to express myself. Which gets me to the point. I don't. I don't wake up and say what I want or yell when I'm upset. Most of us level headed people don't. But I was not always this aware of my actions and flaws. Which I believe makes a person more susceptible to change and growth. Maturity... I honestly lack if I allow the facade to fall. Which happens in passionate moments and altered state of minds. *cough* alcohol *cough*. Most of my life I was completely ungrateful, mild-mannered, egotistical, stubborn, selfish and vicious. (And I never had friends because of these faults, until a boy named Frankie was a little worse than I was. I didn't understand his thought process so I just observed and saw that he wasn't liked, but tolerated. And I didn't want that to be me.) 

God is working on my heart and mind and it doesn't happen overnight. Every day, every hour, every year I grow! I mature. I learn. I lose. I fail. I love. It all is masked beneath a pleasant, church going, hardworking and respectable student. That is hard. THIS IS HARD. But it works. I have an abundance of friends who I cherish and I meet new people everyday who I beam with excitement to get to know. This is the only time I express myself to someone, the Internet and my viewers. So it may not be right and it may sound childish, selfish and ignorant but when I have a lapse of judgement in a situation it doesn't bother me as much as people feel it should. (And it may never make sense to some people, and that's okay. We can't help or change everyone.) I'm an awful person in so many ways, I understand. But aren't we all a little screwed up or is that just on Keith street? Let this little kettle slow down I suppose before a pot gets upset! I will not say a new year, new me. But I will say New Year, more aware me. I have no regrets about any part of my past, at all. Change will come when God sees fit to throw me on the path. But for now... I'll talk to everyone, watch a lot of Netflix, work hard to make a difference in myself and my surroundings and talk a lot of junk. (I've been punched in the face plenty of times to know how it feels) haha #olderbrothers #drunkenguysatbars

But I do honestly respect opinions and I understand them, but that doesn't mean that I agree. So HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL! Don't drink too much! Teehee and My NPO is still crawling so be patient guys! I have 7 classes this Spring, 2 jobs and a baby Bella who wants all my attention so everything takes time to be formed close to perfection! And a little more time with my schedule! OH YEAH I'm fat now so I will be back on the 25 mile a week and 5 days in the gym! White collar has ended and so has a piece of my heart! 

RunPrayCreate! 

Ferguson Opinions... Really? #peacebestill #opinions #love #hate #ferguson

"The greatest deception men suffer is from their own opinions"

-Leonardo da Vinci

I have been stuck, rather bombarded with these hurtful and misguided opinions about Michael Brown and how Ferguson has reacted to the verdict. Truth is, this happens every single day guys. What makes this trend more important than all the other innocent lives that are taken whether it's here in the U.S.A, Africa, Mexico or Iraq? Why do you guys care so much now when you should care this much all the time? As for the racial separation, now is a time where you guys can show that race should not be a factor in a situation where it seems to take the wheel.
We are all brothers and sister in Christ. He does not see our skin complexion, our faults and our opinions. He sees our heart. So show your heart and not your hate. Love is the only thing that should be lifted up and posted on our Instagrams, Tweets, Tumblrs' and Facebook profiles. Let's pray for the officers and the victims. That's where our power lies. There's only one person who can change the hearts of the jury, judge and rioters. And He's not reading your Facebook post, He's reading your heart. Now I don't have a side but only the heart and understanding to say that I have been told I was useless and even looked down upon because of my color and I still don't have a bias opinion or outlook. I pray. When I don't understand, I pray. When I hurt, I pray. When I succeed and understand, I pray for humility and thanks. So I have one word for you all that don't understand: PRAY. 

RunPrayCreate.

Needing A Reason To Go On... #mentaltsuicide #thisistheend

Yes, sometimes the most simple and absolute questions have a perplex answer. Who am I to tell you what to do with your life or what's right from wrong when I don't entirely understand my on circumstances. I know that I'm meant to do something that will make a difference in lives and I know that I must be patient and faithful to get to that destined euphoria.... BUT Patience is not a virtue that I was lucky enough to have. So one thing I must  remember is that before I stop and become complacent in my life, I must envision a greater future for myself and those that I influence. Life is full of surprises! Why QUIT when you are so CLOSE to that break away.

That point in your life where all the heartache and struggle seems to have not been in vain. 

That point where you can stop and look back and smile. 

That point where you know that your kids are proud of the parent that they have been blessed with. That point where you look the way you've always wanted to for you and not for anyone else.

 That point where you sit at the beach, watching the sunset with your Citrus Mojito.

(Which I honestly love.) 

So whenever I feel I need encouragement, I write not only to encourage myself but to encourage others in the same predicament as I am. The ones who wish they lived somewhere else, had someone else in their arms or a different future lined up! Guess what!?! It's NEVER too late to change any part of your life. Even if you have kids with the wrong person or a job that pays all your bills! Don't let the temporary setbacks of life have permanent outcomes. If it's not helping you.... SHAKE IT OFF! Leave it dwindling in the dust of your mental rear-view mirror. If you want to be in California... GO! (That's me just convincing myself to drop everything and leave.... I need to, I really do!) I'm going back right now! Naw not yet haha If only!

Okay so about me: Nonprofit is still in it's womb but I'm kind of nervous so I have been beating around the proverbial bush! I have been physically in the right state of my fitness level and I feel great! Haha that sounds like an infomercial. School is whipping me like a slave who tried to run away and was caught. Work is amazing, I love being an educator for now, and my kids lighten up my life most days! I miss a lot of my friends who are busy with their lives but who am I to feel that I deserve a moment of their time... (That's sarcasm) But anyhow til next time I get a splurge of late night energy! I love you all! RunPrayCreate!!!

P.S. If you don't want Scandal, Revenge, Supernatural or American Horror Story don't ever read my blog again until you become obsessed with them all!

Players Gonna Play... Haters Gonna Hate. #bangbang #dropitlikeitshot #iphone6

Yes you are 100% right! I am listening to Taylor Swift as I right this! But WAIT don't judge me just yet! It's Anthem Lights! My favorite group! Yes they are a boy band... (I know that doesn't help my case) But I swear that I'm a boy! And you have to watch the video first before you make a judgement. There's a reason!

This song is actually lyrically inspirational. And you guys know how much I love to be inspired! Taylor gets kudos points. But I am SOOOOOO sorry for my long absence. But I am back and with a vengeance. I realized something has been missing from my life and it has been my recreational activities such as soccer, fishing, reading, writing, singing, dancing, shadow boxing and just being plain stupid. I have been too serious. And that's not me, I understand I'm older now and should be career focused but life is too precious and what people think really doesn't matter. "SO DO YOU BOO!" (For all of you who said I wasn't "up to date" I am now!) All thanks to a friend whom she know who I'm speaking of! BUUUUUUUT Let's get to it! I'm doing Amaze Balls. I've been bombarded with school, life. work. friends. Not that you guys don't fall into my friends category. Because you do!

I have an amazing job working with some amazing kids. They literally make me laugh more than they give me a headache and I love all of them. My dog BellaMarie is doing great, but she's gaining a little weight. Not my fault I swear! But if I get low on food, we all know what's on the list... Chinese Food! (You get it? Because I'm gonna eat my dog) Yeah that's what I thought you better mentally chuckle. If you guys are out of the loop go watch Mistresses, it's a show that will sneak up on you and blow your mind! OH yeah I wrote like 2 songs and they are pretty dope! I mean seriously I might just be the next Luther Vandross or Frank Sinatra! Don't doubt me.

So I want you guys to do me a favor and every day do one thing that you would absolutely not do normally. I will let you guys know my funniest that I've done out of my comfort zone: "So I was screeching to this song called "Rather Be" when this little old white couple pulled up next to me... I looked them right and the eye and said "No no no no no no place I'd rather be!!!" while wagging my finger and moving my head side to side. Yes I'm acting a fool these days! I have to calm down! But you know what She got a booty like a Cadillac and I can send her into overdrive! Ahhhh I'm still in college for all you weird people who have to ask me that question! Let's Be Real! I'm the smartest dumb person that you guys know! After all I just found out that Rhode Island is a state!!!

Alright read me soon! I love you guys and Do what I asked! RunPrayCreate!

P.S. Don't get iPhone 6 or Pigs Will FLY!