I'm coming out of the CLOSET! #truth #newgirl #thewalkingdead #revenge #loveyourself

I have no closet to come out of haha! Seriously I'm an open book and have very little things that I hide from people but I still have them... SAD but true. We all have parts of ourselves that we just despise: maybe it's our acne *cough*me*cough*, weight, looks, where are lives are going, social status, financial struggle or lack of motivation. There's a huge list of things that eat us in the inside and we never tell people because of our fear of being judged, pitied or even envied. We have this awful preconceived notion that strangers "care" about us. NEWSFLASH!!! Not Really! Everyone is so preoccuppied with their own lives they could care less about what you or me are doing! So stop worrying and DO YOU!

Now I must say on my own accord, half of the things that I wish I could take back are pretty awful but all I can do is ask for forgiveness and leave it in the past. Our past shapes our future but it doesn't have to define us! I've let it define me for a few years but each day I take back more and more for myself, for my happiness. True Story! I would love to run in the rain naked because that would also make me happy.... I think. One day, one day. Anyways.

So I have great things happening in my life that should be very beneficial to not only my soul but everyone that my goals will touch and hopefully change lives and communities. God is working wonders on my heart and I want people to see it. God wants me to be awesome and I want to make others almost as awesome as I am! I'm joking... Not really. And THE WALKING DEAD is coming BACK!!!! WOOHOOO! I want to know Ricks plan now, although he's never really been in my favor. And all of you Scandal watchers, give it time but until then watch REVENGE it is a thousand times better in my opinion. And New Girl needs to bring some laughter back into my life soon. I miss Jess and those blue eyes.

Guys I love you all and to all my bootleg friends, more strangers read my blog then you guys. Seriously y'all are outnumbered by other states. SMH And remember to all my fellow sinners; "Child you're forgiven and loved." -Jimmy Needham  RunPrayCreate!