Drinking Vodka Underneath A Rainbow #euphoria #live #beauty

Yes..... Vodka! To me it's more than just an alcoholic drink. It represents people. It brings out truth. Even if that truth may be pain, happiness, lust, love or rage. It brings truth to us all! It's like our own truth serum. And one way I know how I'm really feeling in life is after a much needed night at the bar! And I had that moment on Halloween and I was so.... Happy! I couldn't explain it. Since that day life has been almost uncontrollably and irrefutably enjoyable.

Isn't this what we live for? To be happy and thriving... Well it's what I want! And it's only the beginning. We don't have a limit. Nothing can stop us. We're unimaginably, terrifyingly, unstably limitless. We give ourselves nonsense limits: money, embarrassment, fear, failure. There IS NO wall big enough that you can't cross, tear down, or run through! So this will leave a straightforward and powerful message. STOP feeling sorry for yourself. If I can be happy and not find excuses for once. So can you. And once you get a taste of this place of pure pleasure. It's almost so good it's sinful. I feel like a dirty boy HAHA... Not really! But let's actually start getting happy:

-Enjoy the scenery
-Have an extra drink (Don't get crazy)
-Sing obnoxiously loud with all your windows down (A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton)
-Eat all that grease and McDonalds you want!

BE HAPPY! Jeez! 

This week I'll be instagramming all the things that make me happy! Try it!

Sorry that I'm so brief guys but I gots ta go! Love you guys enjoy your week. RunPrayCreate!

Love or Stupidity! #love #Scandal# society

So this is a touchy subject for me, and probably a lot of you guys! So bare with me. LOVE. What exactly does it have to do with success or happiness? Si claro, I have my own opinion of it, but have you ever thought about the absence of love? If we were just conceived out of lust and duty... It makes you wonder. Sometimes I don't believe in the general idea of love, but maybe it's due to my lack of recieving it. (Go ahead and say "Awww" in you heads) But I love myself. Is that enough? Of course I have Gods love. MORE THAN ENOUGH! HAHA. But no seriously it is. Anyways....

My doubt of love, is it the way society has me and the future generations thinking? Marriage is no longer sacred. It's consummated from money, lust and greed. Men and women are sexually attracted and wed each other, they want to inherit what the significant other possesses financially, and want to control their lives by marrying who they may think makes them look good or benefit them in this society. Is that love? IF it is, I don't want any part of it. (SAD I know)

But instead what happened to the guy bumping into the girl at the coffee shop and then she spills her drink on her nice white blouse and then he offers to buy her another one.... on a different day, where they intentionally meet and then she looks into his eyes and notice that he is the man that she wants to spend the rest of her life with. Now he's on his third date with her when she laughs with the most obnoxious laugh and then snorts, now he notices that there is no other woman that will ever make him feel this way again. To me.... This ^ is love. When that significant other just makes you smile when they're nowhere near you or you haven't talked to them all day and then when you finally do, your whole day has a brand new purpose.

MAYBE that makes me a hopeless romantic, but I'd rather be hopelessly alone than resentfully with someone. So now, I believe that the girl that will be so amazing that I can't stop thinking about her will come along and just knock me on my butt with such force, that I won't be able to fart for years. But until then, I don't want the senseless hookups and wasteful moments with women who don't respect themselves enough to wait for the man that treats them like they are more precious than gold, instead of copper.

Okay all my fellow Scandal fans, if you've watched the latest episode... The scene where Mellie tells Olivia that she is Grants everything, is one of the saddest moments and intense nonviolent exchanges I have seen since the scene in Brokeback Mountain where Heath Ledger cries when he finds out that Jake Gyllenhal died. Kudos!

Guys go find real love and enjoy your weekend, safely. RunPrayCreate!

Ambition #LA #creative #God #Thehungergames #thor2

"Let's move to LA to act", they say. "It'll be fun", they say. Well guys THEY LIE! Everyone you meet is pretty much an actor. There's not that many artists, photographers and writers here. For this to be the place of creativity, I believe it's limited. (Also just from the people that I have met) But I must say that there are a plethora of opportunities here. Even Porno!.... I'm joking! Not really, but let's not go down that dark and lonely road. Anyways I have a dilemma that I need help with... So I'll inform you guys on it.

Ambition. I have it. But not all the time. I tend to get complacent and lose focus of what I want in my life and how I will attain it. YES I know to pray about it and I do. But because I'm weak like everyone else in this world, I never pray with 100% faith in God. And yeah I know it's sad but IT'S TRUE. And if Christians start looking at the truth and stop trying to project themselves as perfect, maybe they could actually attain true purity! But who am I to be a little kettle. (It's a saying, google it! SMH) But yeah I need that extra kick in butt to keep me going! Any ideas?

We all get so use to what we know and forget that God put us all here fro greatness, even though our greatness goals may differ, we still are meant to be uncomfortable, on edge, and ambitious. So with that being said, how about we all take this week and do a crazy thing everyday. And feel free to tell me about it. I love reading you guys' feedback! And remember to be AMBITIOUS and BOLD! Let's go get uncomfortable! RunPrayCreate!

P.S.  It's almost time guys! For The Hunger Games and Thor 2! Y'all can guarantee I will be writing a full blog on that! And it's gonna be undeniably amazing. Katniss is going to just destroy the screen with her newfound confidence and Thor 2 I have no idea so this ought to be interesting!

Important qualities of a beautiful woman! #sunrise #california #scandal #thewalkingdead #love

Soooo Hello everyone! It's been quite a while, I KNOW! Don't judge me! I'm sorry that I've kept you clinging on to your laptops in tears, grasping for air, losing touch with reality and stroking a picture of me! You can stop now. Seriously. But I've been busy with a new JOB! Whoop Whoop! Pay sucks but the opportunity is a huge and viable experience! I now work with the Youth Ministry at Mosaic! (My Church in Hollywood, CA) If you guys go to mosaic.org you can listen to some powerful messages! It's as good for the soul as rehab is for a crackhead! :O

And Scandal is a new show that has just grabbed me by the huevos and thrown me into it's whirlspin of lies and scandalousness.... I don't think that's a word but YA TU SABES! haha no I'm joking. Not really! And my favorite character is Mellie (President Grants wife) Not only is she hot but she's smart and sensitive. 3 IMPORTANT qualities for every woman. The Walking Dead has been dissappointing but maybe it's just getting us wet! (Get your mind out of the gutter) I have finished writing 2 songs! I really enjoy them I must say! I have a video on my Youtube channel you can feel free to watch. It's about the stupid Government!

Speaking of qualities of women:

1. Beauty and Brains go much further than  Beauty and Unwholesomeness!
2. Ladies with a sense of humor is way more attractive them snobby and conceitedness. (Although some douchebag guys prefer uppity women)
3. Classiness. (Enough said)

There's nothing better than a woman who can crack a joke while still looking as though she runs the world and still cares about every single person in it. It's not just a Christianity quality but a moral code and self-assurance not cockiness.

TM: KLMJ

ONE LAST THING: I want everyone who read this to remember one thing- Love Everyone, even if they don't deserve it. (That means treating them as you treat someone important to you.)

P.S. I've been working on my patience. I have created this wall between myself and malicious thoughts, now I'm attacking my patience with a pitch
fork and fire. I will conquer all my weaknesses. I love you guys!

The "Break" Down! #foodstamps #meth #thatswhatshesaid

First thing is first. BREAKING BAD (The crowd goes wild) Yes it has ended. And the ended was a very humble ending and cleverly crafted and written kudos. Walter White will forever live in our hearts. And I do believe Bryan Cranston has begun another show... NO He's like Daniel Radcliffe. They will forever remain what we know them as! Harry Potter and Walter White. Enough about METH! Yours truly has been opened great doors by the greatest person ever.. Jesus. Hahaha but no seriously I'm putting myself out there... NUDE for the all of Los Angeles to see.

My design for the cocktail dress is complete and I am searching for fabric to assemble a tiny replica of it. PHEW wish me luck. One of my friends told me this is like a diary.... He doesn't know how wrong he is. This is more of an explosion of awesome things. But let's steer away from awesome and I must let my opinion flag fly for a minute:

1. I'm glad the government cut back the amount of FOOD STAMPS that were being dished out. Only because so many irresponsible, wasteful and unappreciative people waste them. (It's the fifteenth I GOT MY FOOD STAMPS) -Must read in a ghetto black girl voice!

2. The government shutting down was just a ticking time bomb that has finally exploded, but on the bright side at least we're not in the middle of a war when it happened. The Republicans may be put at fault but I feel that both sides are equally responsible. They have to stop focusing on hindering each other, and actually focus on US, the AMERICANS that pay TAXES!

3. I think that I'm pretty awesome yet I also feel like people think that I'm a lot more intense then I actually am. I don't want to go to a bar or club every other night. I wanna run, watch The Office (which has changed my  life and I will die when I'm done with all the episodes. And Will Ferrel? I miss Michael! But they still tip me over with laughter.) and eat. That's me! I can't save the world... YET -_-

That's all of my opinions! For now! Well I hope I didn't put you all to sleep. But I love you and I needs to go get my walkings on! I don't know why I type like that sometimes, bare with me. RunPrayCreate!

Long Time No Talk Guys (This one will be interesting!) #Wilfred&Gabby #rage #acrosstheus #fashion #TWD #Revenge #TheHungerGames

First off to all my new followers! Welcome, you guys can message me anytime with comments or just comment on my blog.
   Well I did a road trip across the United States! And it was treacherous, sporadic and so much fun! If I had to do it all again.... I WOULDN'T! But I do reccommend that everyone does it at least once in their life. I had my first LA Audition and I did great and hopefully God blesses me with a role. (A paying role) HAHA... but no seriously, I want that dough!

Okay you remember my blog about the Douchebag that was lame? Well maybe I jumped to conclusions. He's not as bad as I thought. He's actually a really good guy and just 'different'. But he's cool. So thanks for your advice on me chilling with him. I'm trying to summarize a week and a half, and I must say I'm doing good! My great friend/brother Wilfred Ruiz just had his first child. A beautiful daughter named Aubrianna. The name is growing on me, but if you don't like it... too bad, it's not YOUR baby! PSH! And while in FL I visited friends and of course they all know who was my favorite visit. I suprised mi Abuela at church and she yelped like an orphan child who just found it's parents at Wal-Mart. She's adorable

Somebody recently pissed me off and don't realize that if it wasn't for God and my moral code that they would've gotten beaten and slung around in the street. And the reason was because they told me to not clean something when it gets dirty because it inconveniences them. I cursed this person out sadly, but at least I didn't deck them in the throat!

Okay guys I know I'm not the only one about to pee my pants waiting on The Walking Dead, Revenge and The Hunger Games. It's just too much waiting for one guy here!

On a CREATIVE note. I've recently began designing the cocktail design I had for a woman's dress and I will be pitching it and patenting it ASAP. So stay posted and Vigil! I LOVE FOOD!

I'm signing up for LA Fitness because my arms are not proportiante to my legs now that I have been running Runyon Canyon!I'm starting to look like a T-Rex (No offense Wilfred)

Well I'm tired of typing but feel free to comment or message me and I will ALWAYS get back to you, unless you're a part of The KKK or an Anti-Jesus group! RunPrayCreate!

Let's get to the point!!! (This ones all over the place!) #mayweather #fashion

First off, I will let you guys know that I have soooo much to say for today. And I'm gonna need some good feedback this time, not the sucky stuff that some people have been emailing me. Okay first off we are going to call this guy David. David lives in my apartment complex, funny guy but kind of a DOUCHEBAG. He's from Tennessee and invited me to a bar with him. I went last night and it was... how do I say, LAME! He thought this bar was the best place ever and I thought that it had potential but nobody danced and the drinks were expensive. Boy do I miss 25 cent drinks at The Barn in Sanford, FL. (Ever in FL check it out.) Should I go out with him again?

For the guys! Yes I watched Canelo Vs. Floyd and I was highly disappointed in both of them. Yes I know that Mayweather won, but he didn't destroy Canelo. I actually felt sorry for Mayweathers win. Of course Canelo couldn't land many jabs because of Mayweathers fighting style. Don't get me wrong, he did win fair and square."I don't wanna be a hater no more. I'm not a hater I just judge a lot!" Hahaha that was funnier in my head!

Alright now on a more creative side, I have recently designed my first outfit for my fashion portfolio. I will scan the sketch and show you guys when it's almost done and I will hit you guys with an excerpt from my story that I am working on. I'm honestly so proud of myself for all these things I'm accomplishing without Best Buy taking up 8 hours out of my day! If you have any ideas for a new story! Let me know!