Our
hearts are only as open as we allow them to be. I am a person that does not let my
heart become to warm in fear that it will be able to become penetrated and ruined from the inside out. I feel that I'm taking control and indeed I end up losing control emotionally. We as humans are supposed to share feelings and love friends and family.
Family is priceless gift from
God that I have never understood and perhaps I never will. Experiences have created this misconception in my
heart. I'm writing this because
I am sad. Which is strange because the love that I lost I never took the time to fully appreciate. I can not fathom the heartache that his close loved ones are feeling. I am withdrawn with remorse and as I write this my eyes water and my chest aches.
We must all love ferociously those in our lives
and check in on them.
Life is precious.
People are priceless.
Family is IRREPLACEABLE.
I love you
Reggie and you are a fierce soldier that God no longer needed on earth to fight his battles.
I will see you soon.
Lost Love,
KJ